you drive me crazy

I am so happy (:
that happy face emoticon proves it.
life is gorgeous and all around amazing.
i read something today.
Barlow Girl taught me that it's better to live a life with a promise that remains unfufilled then to live life with no promise at all.
They also taught me to embrace the process of the promise, and not just the promise.
I would rather walk around in a desert for fourty years and know that I'm leading people to their promise even if I couldn't have it, then live life like i have no purpose.

Isn't that crazy? how we're here for a purpose...
We're not just the outcome of a random explosion.
We were put here by an amazing Creator in the exact spot we were supposed to be in.

I love that.
I love knowing I'm worth that.
Even if I don't deserve it, I'm still worth it.
And I'm never alone.
It's marvelous.

I love you (:

"Summing up: Be agreeable, be sympathetic, be loving, be compassionate, be humble. That goes for all of you, no exceptions. No retaliation. No sharp-tongued sarcasm. Instead, bless—that's your job, to bless. You'll be a blessing and also get a blessing.

   Whoever wants to embrace life
      and see the day fill up with good,
   Here's what you do:
      Say nothing evil or hurtful;
   Snub evil and cultivate good;
      run after peace for all you're worth.
   God looks on all this with approval,
      listening and responding well to what he's asked;
   But he turns his back
      on those who do evil things. "

                                - 1 Peter 3:8-12